it's an awkward situation and i'm awkward soul. i need to detach from my feelings. i know she's not my dog, but i'm losing my friend. now a cleaning lady with two pomeranians may take her. i need to step away, yet i feel like i need to save charlie. i'm sure she'll be in a good place, but not with me. i know she's not my dog, is like a mantra i don't want to say, like a bad song that sticks in my brain.