i remember somebody put a not art sticker on my wall at the bucktown arts fest. i was stricken, what does not art mean? what's not art? what's art. i'm glad i'm not in a sweltering hall in an old loft building in bucktown anymore. anyway that was long ago, i only remembered because i saw that not art symbol on puddinhead dave's t-shirt at compound yellow which also was probably a long time ago. i'm still catching up. i'll never catch up. i'm not of that world anymore. one day i won't remember anything.