i kind of wish i didn't know benny got cancer because if i didn't know i wouldn't know, he seems better than before, he's romping and playing and he loves skunky and monkey, those corgis crack him up. i'm gonna forget about the cancer and not even mention it, it bums people out unnecessarily, and they would never know, and why should they? ok, and maybe i can apply that insight to other things in life.