pain and hunger (woke me). morning per se but dark. someone called it, once i called it, this, the dark mourning night of the soul. someone else is feeling this. in dark contextual (pain). taken out (of context). this. there's nothing else. the soul, in the morning, intrinsic, a hunger. this nest. just this. with cat. with caterpillar. this. moving earth. nesting, nestling, staying awake with this.