my vision is not as clear as i wish for it to be. i'm peering into the world darkening. i thought it was good at the optometrist. maybe it's my brain. my thinking is not as clear as i wish it could be. perhaps it's what we wish for vs reality. reality is not as clear as i wish it would be. or maybe it's my brain. or maybe it's my glasses. i'll live with it. i can see better than these pictures, that's just my inadvertency, latency, indeterminacy. my setting—double exposure. the things that are clear are terrifying. maybe my brain wants to soften reality. maybe it's these new spectacles.