uh oh sinner's in trouble. i can't even finish one match down under, but penny wakes me at 4 and now i'm up watching sinner and rube. now she's laying behind the television. won't eat. i'm sad about mom her life disintegrating, her husband gone insane. we have to let it happen. we have to witness it. we have to watch it like a crazy dystopian villages dementia documentary. it's fuggy snowlight outside now. my waterproof xero boots leak. they said mark an x on the toe and we'll send another pair that may not leak, but then they said can you paint the toe box white, and i said no paint, so now i'll wear my x'd xero boots when it's dry outside. i don't want to be all gloomy doomy, and it could be a lot worse, none of this spells the end of the world, it's just stuff and nonsense in the great unraveling. tomorrow i'll just get up early to watch tennis down under. duh, why didn't i think of that.