looking forward, looking back. i used to be more experimental in a rudimentary way. now if i'm experimental it's likely to be by mistake. sometimes i have the wrong camera setting. this time i was thinking of a double exposure of the snowbody with the free gaza flower urn but charlie was rolling and splooting in the snow and then i said why don't you jump on snowbody and she did and then catherine came, she did a turn and hopped down and i never got to the free gaza flower urn but there's always tomorrow though gaza is being bombed out of existence.