if i remember i just remember fragments of dreams. in dreams i probably don't remember waking. last night i dreamed i was walking in a built world of abutments and concrete structures and couldn't find my way. i turned around and saw a long rectangular pool and as i was walking around it i felt the surge to jump in and resisted too late. i was carrying a cloth briefcase with my laptop and books inside. i looked with dread and saw the books were miraculously dry, and i thought maybe the laptop will also be dry, but i hesitated to try.