i know i gotta do something. i'm undermining myself. the thing i gotta do is pull a tooth or two. simple right. i think about all the teeth, undermined. all i have to think of is one tooth.
not all the fear in my mouth, the pain and money, the uninsured trauma. then maybe i can think of another tooth. maybe chew again.
i'm trying to talk to myself about going to see dr shay.