i didn't realize i was looking at the sun through a microscope

now seeing the pictures i remember i was looking at the sun through i microscopic lens without my glasses.

i was fascinated by the sun multiplying into suns like mitosis, er, meiosis i think. the sun was
making love with the water, producing cells and discs and lozenges of dancing light.

you could follow them with your naked eye to the original sun. you could drown in ecstatic light. you could feel so vast knowing how small and infinitely flooded and continuously enfolded you are.