remember now that you will forget.

i think about a journal of forgetting. a way to witness your own life, to see it in passing. and a record of forgetting. so that you may not forget if you need to go back and remember. it's about fixing it in time. an act of memory. i think about memorizing so we won't forget. what we were taught to memorize by rote is forgotten, the act remains. what we were schooled in. memory. what. memory can't be recorded. it spreads out, molecules in water. remember the act of memory. witness. my life. passing witness. notes of disappearance. still now i'm a witness. i still have my wits about me. once you are a witness you stay witness. stay with this. think about this daily act. i'm a memory who is always forgetting. food that becomes energy and disappears in light.