i just saw beatriz at dinner. there's this big game killer resort owner, bragging on how hard killing a rhinoceros, how pure, the feeling, his eyes glinting, and beatriz really gives it to him, says you think killing something is hard? try healing something. and she throws his i phone with the pictures of dead animals in it against the wall. but he don't care, the same fuck says he goes and takes land and clears it of every living thing so nobody can say any wildlife will be lost. he says yeah the world is dying so have fun get what you can while you can. it made me feel sick because it is what is actually happening.