i think of the phrase remember to forget think of trudy who remembers trump but forgets that he's still president and by grace of forgetting thinks the trump is past. i wish i could forget the trump i say, but he still would be there, and the damage done. there was more in my head to write but it is forgotten. i don't suppose it matters, it's in there somewhere, and remembering or forgetting we can't seem to do anything about repression.