creep

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run run

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special

I wish i was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

I don't belong here.

radiohead

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        so, i watched this doc called kids for cash, and i have the version with the kids choir singing in my head. and the images of kids stuck in this factory of greed and propaganda. 

        2 million children are arrested every year in the u.s. 95% for non-violent crimes, often crimes we would have gotten a simple reprimand for, maybe a little class shame. 66% of children who have been incarcerated never return to school. the u.s. incarcerates nearly 5 times more children per capita than any other nation in the world.