following the last blog i dreamed last night of working on a new post, i was trying to access a deeper level of sleep where the post lay waiting to rise, knowing if i woke up i would lose it. so i stayed on a level above trying to fish it up, but i was yet asleep, so i wasn't actually writing it, though i felt the same, i was writing it in sleep, yet it slipped my line and drifted back down. i woke with only the memory of the effort, yet not disturbed. r. said it's still in there, and i don't doubt that. 
this morning the last entry was picked up by our children's trust, an organization allied with the citizen's climate lobby. they are bringing the government to court for violating the rights of children, who have no choice, nor rights, no vote, the federal government which is actively destroying their environment and ours.
maybe this generation will grow up knowing the government is not here to take care of them like good parents, but like wardens of a system they must fight for freedom, fight to stay alive.