i go on. i do hear myself. i know how i do
go on. i'll say again 
these days to come,
no one can console for the loss of fen
like fen. only fen
will fill the loss of fen.
so i will think of fen
and thoughts of him 
will be sad consolation
for the loss of him.
i'm getting ahead of myself.
there's still today.
today is you,
today it's you,
my friend.