r. has gone into the silence. the silence? her silence. it's very well hard to imagine. here. her silence there. in the desert. it's the first time we have been silent without sleeping or across a table. she will not even read this in her silence. this silence is a sound desert for me, it's full of wind and rain and dark machines. i told her before she goes, don't worry, i won't chase any dark machines. her silence should be here with me. it's very well for her, and for her silence, but i ask her please bring your desert silence back here to me.