it's real weird the machine tattooed TextText on fen's lip. it started freaking out last night and corrupting images and would not let me even save them. so i started deleting to make space and appease the ghost. and then i realized i have now more untitled pictures on the new machine and i felt bereft again. it keeps adding layers. or i. do i keep adding layers? 

today is the first day when i will have a space where fen walked with me, and i feel like doing a ghost walk for fen, in my mind i see me walking where we would have walked together today. and i've said it and written it and now i will simply sit and meditate fen, and peace, maybe fen and peace. why not? what else am i to do? it can't hurt, it can be a start, first do no harm, walk the dog, contemplate a peace the world is bereft of, in a nation dedicated to war for power and riches. i just want to walk the dog, and one of my beloved dogs is gone.