i have noted people talking on the phone in cars and walking the dog or themselves. i have noted they are not giving their attention to what they are doing. i notice they are extraordinarily busy and do not return my calls nor see me wave on my bike. i have noted a fustration rise up from my gonads to my brain and i dont know why that should be. i have noted the lack of a medium. i have thought about how the air must be humming with all the signals to a dog being ignored. i have thought about these thoughts continually, i have thought of texting you at length about these things when you text me about something entirely of a different order and practical and don't respond to my practical reply. i have thought i should refrain from being peevish though i have thought i am so feeling.