they never talk about peace. they never need a justification of peace. and justification for war is a cinch. i feel foolish even thinking about peace, or war, it's not a topic, i mean we just do stuff and make babies and careers and shit, probly cuz i don't do those things and am a freak i think about war and peace and read ridiculous lit like War is a Lie. 

what i know is for me it's painful to live in a massive lie. and though that title sounds kind of, what? duh? or lefty loosey, pink? i don't know, but i know america's a liar. and since i have no children i can think about the lie. if i was shaping children for the lie i might have to call it truth. grateful for the unborn to me, and to me, misshapen by the lie but addicted to the truth. they say war's in our genes, along with decay and death, but is there no peace in our genes? i'd think we'd have a gene for peace to prolong life, which is short and hard even without war. anyway if war's in our genes, so is slavery, and animal sacrifice. all of these still apply, morphing with technology and fashion. 

it's hard to be at peace even inside when you know what america's doing.