Look, i don't know you and i know yer only visiting and i don't wanna get in your business but i'll just throw it out there and you can scratch dirt on it if it stinks, but i see a little sadness around your eyes and i sense a little weltschmerz in your carriage god knows i may be wrong and you may have been born like that and be actually quite happy-go-lucky, but let me just say that i have found there is really no need to worry, i'm a fatalist myself, i say expect the worst of everything and you won't be disappointed and if you're disappointed you'll be happy that it's not as bad as you anticipated and you're just a little neurotic in a rather charming way.