wealth, power, life, everything that men fight for and defend so eagerly, are worth no more than the pleasure one feels when they abandon you. 

(shit, i forgot where that quote came from. sorry.)


Today i felt as i did when i was a child
all i had to do was exist
but i didn't feel the usual nostalgia.
today i felt love for all things
i saw how everything is alive...shining...
all of the time.
i felt like a newly bathed baby. clean and dry.
i know i've been sick at the end of my life.
i can see it clearly now.
go with the kids, love,
but bring me the dogs first.


juan, post tenebras lux.