an interesting cattail i failed to render. well, not that interesting.

and here's that kid i was telling you about, shy but like that kid with autism, more curious, and ready for a good time.

isn't it funny, ever since i learned about pavlov and his dog i start salivating when i hear the name, don't say pavlov, and now i meet pavlov the dog and every time i see this kid i'm going to salivate.  it's incurable.

i'm fascinated by death, the mother of beauty? i don't know, there is a beauty sometimes, but it's more the stillness that draws me like a reality photograph, bodies are so rarely still, nor let you see them.

what is it? where did you go? i saw your eyes go dull and inward. i thought you were, i felt, in two places.