| there's a lot of weird days, but man, it was a weird day, well my mind was slumped, but at open produce they said the air was jangly all day. there was that mist lit with weak sun that makes you want to sleep and puts you on edge. copp was ready to split after a few jumps. i got in with my swollen finger and felt panic at the cold. summer can't even be over. yet it feels like something is. i hear on japanese radio that there was possibly an earlier big bang, and something about the furthermost point of the big bang being attained and a contraction commencing, maybe this late human age and the endgame of capitalism and the rape of the planet and mass murder all that implicated in the coming contraction. too vast eh, it's just reaching. nothing grasping. oh so anyway hilde ate a cicada in the doorway of the bookstore. it was still buzzing, i wonder how long it buzzed in her tummy. i hope she don't pee in bed tonight i gave her a pill and little water. some dude was blasting a machine gun on cottage grove. it feels dangerous but i'm too tired to care, i care but under a thick cloak of fatigue. must keep it together til the family gets home. |
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