the boy star.

i feel awful today. i was up the whole night. my neighbor doesn't seem to work or ever leave the apartment and he talks a yell and plays music all day and night and i'm in despair. there is no help. i may be aiding the despair reading the new kafka bio and eating too many montmorency cherries and habaneros. but the neighbor is enough. and i already feel like kafka all the time. and illinois is the biggest nuclear dump neis says and i say how do we not despair. i apologize for this, though it's predictable and you probably just look at the pictures anyway right.