foggy morning bicycle pictures, cassavetes light, pinhole catharsis, beach house, desperate passivity, dewy seed angels, emotional debt, filament webs, fitnah gota coppah, for the birds, how we are holding up, i broke a bridge, i can do this thing, i can't do it myself, i forgot what to say, i'm slowww, lone gull in misty sun, loner bird, not crazy unusual, oh! i don't know why! and!, so lifelike, raccoon family tree, sixty third dream, sweet bird indulge me, there is no failure, right, they fenced the beach i tore it open, trust, u think ahm wacko or sumthin? waterwall, we are Anxious about Nuculer, we are Eager about swimming with Dog, you can't defeat fear.

dog sisyphus

the dying butterfly

miss furbottom

i fancifully thought the american crows were talking to me. (they were talking about me.)

poignant days

pollen flower dance

raise your hand

ride the wild flower

sailing geomancy

the great willow in the sky

transmigration of souls

finished rosen's book on birding in the end of nature and there's good to be gleaned from it but it falls in it's limited vision, particularly regarding israel. some interesting stuff about birds though. and poet birds.

this fellow likes catfish. he says the goldfish from the ornamental garden escaped and live in the lagoon. i mention that they are set to poison all the fish and he says there was a boat out yesterday and they left some green stuff floating on the water. i hope they haven't started experimenting with poison. my beloved still swims. i think we just keep going, it's a poisoner's world we must inhabit, and we can't let them have the added victory on top of killing species of killing our spirit and joyous activity with terror.

so much of heaven has gone from earth. emily dickinson

i was born of a swamp they tried to drain in school 

building better birds

cant be had

dopamine reward

earthworms and birds

gemini dream torsos

human obsessed boundaries reprise

if it's something you won't miss it will remain. walt whitman

things popping up pretending to be new

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the best thing for us all to come undone like relax to the point of evanescence

the world cracked in my life, but it was an old crack

until you see they remain ghosts, and ghostlier when they vanish. on the genocide of species

war? why can't we just call it free trade of arms and their dissemination and discharge. i guess war is easier.

humans changed from animals yet retained their morphic genes