Olive cried in the night and I woke up scared for her, and then she came by my side and I held her like a child after a bad dream, and she was calm and went and played with her mouse. I was awake a while thinking about getting old. What if I live to 96. I don't want to get to old and lose my mind and run out of money. What if Olive outlives us? We have to live as long as Olive.