i'm scared of anger and it seems to be latent all the time ready to explode. i'm scared of the hate. palestine is the open laboratory for the war machine, but ordinary people here are fueling it, whether they're zionist or not. we can't opt out. we live in a terror state. we aren't in tents, under bombs, but the pressure of the terror state is on us here too, though the state isn't killing us, and many may pretend and deny it, all of us are feeling the terrifying pressure of the terror state.