i forgot to pay my phone, yet my phone still works, or did a few hours ago, i have this tiny itch in my left arm, i rub balm into it it does not stop, it's something uncanny, not literal, nevermind, it's raining all night, we all know what forsaken means, it does not mean deferred, there is no deferral of payment, we're paying now, buying now paying now later and later and later nevermind that's the itch