i was doing my thing while also slurking around behind the camp and then i saw that the camper was gone and maybe some critters had been inside scattering items about or maybe the camper had left it that way. i thought it rather beautiful in a way. when she asked what i thought i said to alberto's relative who lived in a hut in mexico i thought it was beautiful and i was sincere but she said no, es muy feo, and she looked at me like i was delusional and i guess i was. i've been lucky, i've rarely struggled for money.