i thought it's no so bad i don't need much sleep but it's getting bad every night i'm up two three times waiting for him to eat and he eats a little and i know he'll be crying in two hours for more and now penny gets up too and i can't get back to sleep and i'll be up again anyway in a few hours and i have three walks today and i know i'm lucky i'm one of the lucky and i want to cry like juju like a baby dinosaur and it's hot and still and the birds are singing and my eyes are dry and bleary it's 3:43 and now it's 4:02 and he's up for more food