if i had known it was going to rain i wouldn't have asked for a swim with charlie. if i'd known the sun would come out on our walk i'd have asked for it back. but i swam alone and it was good. i stood on the concrete platform where mister and i rested after swimming, and at the little swamp i felt the woozy magic zone return like when we were there before together. though now it's also spooky with all the blasted trees.