we are the middle of forever is a line by john trudell and the title of the book i'm in now. i feel like i'm in a rush with everything going on, i feel the need of a pause. again i got about a hundred some pictures, each one a pause, but those are headlong pauses, and most become deletions. maybe the true pause is what stays after the walk and after the culling. the one and the few we go back to.