i might have shown you these before. i know i do the same things a lot. we packed up 4 bags of dvd's and cd's at the studio. the music is a little pangful. i say it doesn't matter though and it doesn't once they're gone. i'll feel lighter. my back was sore but i didn't whine (much). i think we should feel pangs about even consciously losing things and then we can feel freer to feel the joy of finding.