i slept poorly. i missed one sleep window, got up, finished the book, o beautiful, why it was called that, i dunno. about the invasion of the bakken by the dirty fuel companies and the destruction of the land and man camps and violence against the indigenous, non-whites and women. charlie's coming back and i said i'd walk her friday but then asked if we can wait til tuesday, nervous about the rona. it's a scary winter. spring will be miraculous if we get through this.