i have to say i'm a little anxious. is that all i have to say? i may have to say it again. you wanna know why, not really, you have your own, who wants to know other peoples anxieties, i do, but i admit it's partly to allay my own, yet maybe it's also an empathy mirror, like a certain photograph or a fleeting expression, frozen in time. what's the real thing, when everything reminds us of something else like itself. anyway one thing, i get the third shot tomorrow and i'm anxious it's gonna be an abnormal routine.