there's a lot going on. i get dispirited just scrolling and deleting emails. i don't like accumulating anymore i like to start fresh everyday ha i never feel quite refreshed well cept when i swim but jesuschristonastick it's cold the back of my neck was literally seizing up. i wanted to ask were you in one of the wars? thanks for the picture.

there's a lot going on but all we get i expect is glimpses can one ever see the whole gamut sometimes i fancy i get more from a picture than asking or thinking but i think about the glimpse and ask the picture it tells me somethings i can't help myself i fill in what i can't figure with my fancy daydreams thanks for the picture doesn't everyone feel grim about the big picture the picture we can't ever see entire?