i mentioned i thought i might get an akashic reading. 
i didn't know what that entailed or even what it was is (though i think eunice 
did it for mister
in a sense. maybe he knows better.)

i'm often intrigued before i know what it is.
i looked it up, and sarah asked, so

in theosophy and anthroposophy the akashic records are 
a compendium of all the human 
events, thoughts, words, emotions and intent ever
to have occurred, believed to be encoded
in a non-physical plane of existence known 
as the etheric plane. 

i think astral weeks, that was the lp record i floated to
on clouds of hashish in college, where
i also floated in my astral body
above a gorgeous gorge in southern illinois
with human size turkey buzzards, looking down below
at the other me, resting on the rim. 

other times i felt the desire to plummet, or the flight of fantasy, the wish to disappear in akasha. 
sanskrit for aether, or atmosphere. yes i wanted to be atmospheric. i did not want to be in this body i now consider home. 
in hindi akasha means sky, heaven.
it comes with a warning
there may be a great deception
between actual experience and those astral pictures
created by imagination
and keen desire.