and they will tell you no it's you it's not the world it's you who are damaged depressed insane stop blaming the world.

but it isnt only me, i read this morning obomba wages his 7th war on the muslim world since his nobel peace award amid orchestrated hysteria and lies, ho isis is like the khmer rouge a product of a u.s. made apocalypse.

and there is an attenuated continuum with the hate we sow in the muslim world and the hate on the streets of america, regardless of my history of depression.

the feeling escalates into inarticulation, and everything gets sucked into the dread and war. we can crush freedom everywhere and the hate remains.

and secret hearts, if you are insane you are part of a tradition in america and every hateful regime.