Saturday, October 1, 2016

i can't get my mind around it. what is evolution now? is technology post-natural evolution? why are we so focused on animals and technology? will technology go the way of the animals? the questions are to big for a short tunnel.
 ghosts are transmitters. fruit flies are re-wiring
our synapses. our dna is being primed
for ghost transmission.
  
 if we can talk to our ghosts, can we change the future?
 
what is a ghost? and what does it want?
what spirit possesses me 
when i confront the bulldog?
i go crazy.

i do not imagine you are thinking
of protecting me
from the bulldog. 
when i pull you off
you get mad at me.
  
i may not ever know
what the fen thinks, but i trust
we can go a long way
on sympathy.  
seven half-head buddhas appear in the margins of copper's umwelt.
 a guy wondered
what it was like
being an animal, unlike himself.
how much simpler
he thought
to be an animal. ha,
a goat is more my kind,
he said. so
he studied  
animism. his 
shaman said, to want
to be a goat
is pretty standard.


 he called it a holiday
from human being. ha, an animal
is not a human holiday, 
and goats don't need no heidegger. ha,
it quickly gets abzurd. better to just hang
around goats, and forget about fame, buddy. fame 
is for human being.  
    

i don't understand, buddha,...(where is your mouth?)
i don't understand this world of suffering, this weather of misery,
and you should have a mouth
to answer me. 
my beard, hilde.