fen willing me to think of a pig's ear.

is pigs ears good for you?

i guess pigs ears is good since you eats a lot of grass, but maybe we should get you turned on by mulberries. it's a superfood.

but i gave you a pig's ear yesterday. and i'm a vegetarian, not to be selfish, but still.

it was a long time before i realized i'm not just made up of reality but i also make up reality.

and that has made all the difference.

the eternal return. will that be on the test?

remember that zappa show where all the panties of the audience started streaming onto the stage like sea foam?

yeah, and frank wore a pair on his head. that was a pretty good show, i mean if you like zappa and panties.

puppy thought

i do not want to pose today.

i don't want to pose today.

i'm not posing.

triks #1 (we do not wish to pose today).

triks #2.

i was listening to messiaen's music for birds and thought i would love to write music for dogs.

i would write a sonata.

the best symbols are elemental and afford manifold meaning.

today i read that the sixth mass extinction has officially begun. i don't know if that makes it more or less real. anyway humans will only believe it when they are dead and what do we care we'll all be ded as the prophet GW sed.

we're getting some fresh arctic water now, the lake rises continual. it is said there will be no more arctic ice by 2100. polar bears are now hunting dolphin, and drowning.

i feel madness in the air. i feel the madness of my species.

blue leaves. if anyone tells you be done with grief it's a fool. you need to grieve, and grieve more, until all the grief connects. you need to grieve what is happening, and what is impending. you need to grieve for love.

every day, every day i have the blues.  and every day i have you.