I lost Olive in a dream. We were walking around the neighborhood and a fascist cop in black was coming toward us and I was terrified she would be taken and I would be arrested and I turned left and went around the block and I couldn't find Olive again. I was trying to act casual but I was terrified. I thought How are we going to live without Olive. I woke myself up relieved she was sleeping by R's feet. It was one of those dreams that wakes you up by telling you Hey, it's only a dream. I was thinking about all the terrifying things the powerful people are doing now and what's coming next and I can't even think about that anymore.