it's our neighbor sarah's memorial today. i picked up this rainbow rock the day before she died and when she died there was a rainbow over the lake. today two people said they talked to sarah in the apartment and mae said she had to leave so she didn't start talking. i gather she's a little shy about ghosts. we feel next door that sarah's not there anymore, but maybe she only shows herself to certain ones. we didn't say goodbye in person, because she was still here, but it was understood.