thanks alistair. i hear you. i was thinking of my nephew just graduated from school, feeling lost, and i went back to that time for me, also lost, wandering the lost roads of the forsaken country. i realized at one point when i was lost in a forest, when i lay on some moss and  said i'm lost i suddenly knew i wasn't lost, i was on a beautiful bed of moss in an old growth forest. i'm sure for everyone there is a place and time like that.