i went to the library earlier in the week to pick up miracles and wonder and lo and behold it was not there. i could have sworn i had gotten notice it had arrived. i joked with the librarian that maybe i'm getting messages from god now, ahead of time. back home i saw that it was in transit. today i did a double-take when i saw again that it had arrived, and this time it was incorporeal. good friday! with a gleam in my eye i showed the librarian who probably thinks i'm a jesus freak, ha. i'm going to think some more about what i believe. one thing i believe in is olive palestine. she's irrefutable.