before i went to meet charlie i washed my face and changed my shirt and r. asked if i was nervous. i said do you think she won't remember me? of course, she'll be so happy. she was happy. i was happy. i guess i was nervous though. i wanted to get a lot of pictures but the camera was on the wrong setting. when darrel went to his office we went by the palestine meeting and charlie cried. we walked a little but it's not the same. she wanted to go back to darrel. it's only natural. she's been through some big change, and i'm not the one anymore. i'm a friend from her past. the last time she cried for me. now she's darrel's dog.