does this smile look real? r. said when we were doing video birthday messages for laura other personalities were popping out, and i said i can't be me, i don't know what i am. but i do, deep down, it's just on the surface i get strangely confused. sometimes it's funny, but it can be disturbing too. now my phone doesn't work and i'm not in the mountains, and i don't know if it's the dumb phone or the lousy system or the lousy system failing to credit payment. be that as it may, i was genuinely happy on the beach.