i left off sacrificial animals after approximately 69 pages. seems i'm inordinately tired, is it grief? i may finish the last half of creation lake but it was a dredge. then again it could be me. and sad planets, maybe. first i'll start mortal leap. i can't start fresh but maybe it will grab me and pull me in. that would be good. otherwise couscous and a movie, green border. do you want to know all this? no, i thought not. well, good evening.