a friend asked if i should put intensely personal stuff in here as it may put some people off. nah, i don't care about them. they can just pass on, the same as when i write about the fake democracy, the war criminals and the terror state. it's a good question though. i need to think about what i'm putting into words, but what i'm putting into words is just talking about feelings, about self and world. all of this is already in the world, like the air and the soil.