there's the world outside the so-called dog-eat-dog world though probably human-eat-human would be more true and there's the world inside my head and my brain floating in it and the cats whose world is all inside with boxes to sleep in and windows to look out and i keep going back to the awareness of the body and the cats and i worry about small things that are not at all small on the inside like jaspie who got skinny and has trouble eating his food and then today he lost it on the floor two times and anyway just to say i can take a picture of the obamachron and the dogs and the cats inside but the world really is overburdened and people are dying of commercial poison and consumer war and simple loneliness and all i can think is keep love alive.